An Experience Of A Self-Imposed Exile

It was Dec 2006, and though unofficial but classes were suspended and almost everyone fled away to their natives.For some strange reasons,i opted to stay there only and thought of something like a self-imposed exile.The only thing that i ensured was that i would live all alone with none to interfere in my lifestyle,watch me and pass comments on what i was going to do and what not.Sometime earlier Rahul,a close friend of mine had mentioned while gossipping that while he was in his first year RL hostel,he used to go to that Lord Shiva Temple,some 330 stairs up on a hill and that too on a regular basis.On inquiring him about the time that he consumed while climbing up he said that it took hardly 5 mins for him to reach the top.I might not have believed him had he not been Rahul because i had tried that hill once long back and it had taken me more than half an hour.

Being totally free and lonely too i thought of giving it a shot.Next morning i woke up earlier took a shower and headed for that Temple whose foothills were nearly 1 km away from my room.I always knew that it was not a tough deal for me but then i wanted to do it in 5-6 mins and that was no doubt tough,at least for me.Anyways i headed with a subconsciously confused thought but a firm ambition and also a gameplan.With time nearly closing to just six minutes i was ringing up the bells of the temple. Having offerred my prayers, i took my T-Shirts out to dry my sweat in the soothing free air at the hilltop and rested my back on one of the pillars of temple.Soon I started wondering as to what made the differrence in the time consumed for climbing on both the ocaasions .I quickly decided to give it a serious thought to check the issue and i decided to come the following morning as well.This time i started with a clear thought and the same gameplan and to my utter surprise i was up once again in less than six minutes.

Climbing there was no doubt satisfying but what was more satisfying was that i learnt a lesson in due course.What i did was that i kept it in mind right from the beginning of the journey that i had to reach the top and then never looked after that top in the middle of the journey but kept my focus on the immediately next stair to me.The result was effective and i could soon learn as to how long races are won and that too within no time.I came back to my room,streamlined all my tasks and started working with the same action plan.Target was to cover the entire book but the focus was on the chapter immediately ahead me.By the time other guys came back to college,i was almost over with my targets to prepare for my Campus Drive.Life for me changed.Now i had a cool approach to bigger goals.In fact i made it a routine for me every morning.I recall that i had climbed up for not less than sixty times if not more.That lesson apart,i also learnt an exceptionally outstanding way to start a day fuelled with lots of energy,blood and promptness.Yeah those who know me in general might not believe but then thats the fact that there was a time when i stayed all alone in Gunupur,climbed up that hill top each morning and covered a lot of things for the then upcoming campus drive and in due course i could also understand myself better.

The point here was not to boast myself but to share an experience.No target is big if it is taken bitwise one at a time with a subconsciously transfixed mind for the final target and the focus on small modules of it.Big races are won with that modular approach only.That apart,when i talked about that self-imposed exile i meant that "Often you get too much from this life to serve your appetite.Better take a break and spend sometime in complete solitude and total resignation to fate.It helps you ease off.It also help you understand yourself better.Yes it works."

Composed By
Mihir Jha,"On A Self-Imposed Exile"

I Am Happy....

Of late i have learnt to make some productive use of time.I will discuss sometime later in some other post of mine as to what exactly is my concept of productivity.But for the time being what is heartening to me is that i am growing up productive.I do a self introspection and peep back into my recent past six months and i observe that i am happy.If you wanna kow how,just read on:

1."Passing engineering had never been a big deal,neither for me nor for anyone else(i suppose) but then the way i cleared papers and especially my 8th sem was actually satisfying.I wanted it exactly that way.I am happy."

2."My Maa always had complaints that the only two reasons why i used to come home was either to sleep or to take my lunch/dinner and the rest of the time i kept loitering on the road.She always wanted me to stay in front of her eyes but damn careless me!!To my utter surprise,this time i made it other way.Yeah,this time i accompanied her right from her morning tea to the late night dinners and from her morning Aastha channell to the Baghbaan and Saas Bahu TV serials.It was an unusual routine but then at the end it was satisfying.I did that and I am happy."

3."I got my DL,PAN card and Passport issued in my favour.Now with a passport and a DL to my credit ,i can at least dream of flying overseas and some time think of buying a Mercedes Car.I know that i am putting myself in a fool's paradise.But then i am happy."

4."I never wanted my younger ones drop a single year for IIT as i did.My younger brother passed his XIIth this year and i got him admitted in a Deemed University in Chennai.I am happy."

5."I went to my native place to see my Dada,Dadimaa,Nanajee and Nanimaa.I also went for fishing in the nearby pond and lounged to the mango and strawberry trees.I could again sleep in my dadimaa's lap like a small kid and listen to some of my childhood days favourite tales.I am happy."

6."I always wanted to learn a programming language,a database language and an Operating System.I learnt C++, SQL ,and Unix Shell Programming Basics.I also came up with some good articels for my magazine and a few good poems on my blog.I also added a few hundred words to my poor vocab.I am happy."

7."I went to chennai to settle my brother and met with an old friend of mine.I am happy."

8".I never wanted to sit long in the home after my BTech and wanted to plunge into the corporate industry at earliest.I talked to the HR of the company i was placed (MPHASIS,EDS) and rightly guessesd that my joining may get delayed.I came to Bangalore on Aug the 12th and joined yet another company on 21st.I am happy."

9."I got my first salary and i called up Papa to cnvey it.You know what,he talked with me for 29 min and few seconds,perhaps the longest till now.I freed him from my liabilities and i could realise a unique relaxation in his voice.I respect him more than anyone else on the globe but then i could never give him a reason to laugh.This time smile lurked of his face.I am happy."

10."I always thought of getting someone who could be compatible with me and understand me inside-out.Ever since Vishal has gone,i have never found anyone of his stature.Then i opted to blogging.My blog understands me to some extent the same way as vishal used to.Its a silent listener of my nonsense ideas as was Vishal.I love chattering here.I am Happy."

Composed By
Mihir Jha,"I Am Happy".

A Hindi Write-Up From My Pen

"Nimitta"

Sheekawe to bahut honge tumhein is jindagi se,
Shiqayat bhi hogi us upar wale se;
Panne jab palatate hoge beete dinon ki ,
Galiyan to nikalti hi hongi dil se;
Kai sawalat bhi umar kar aate honge saamne,
Khayalat aansoo bankar gir parte honge;
Sapnon aur khwahishon ki mano arthiyan nikal gayi hongin,
Mayoos se ho gaye hoge tum;
Kisi mahfooz jagah ki talaash hogi shayad,
Kuchh pal akela baithne ka man karta hoga yaqeenan;
Andhere mein chhat par khare khud se kuchh kah rahe hoge bharsak,
Galtiyon ko dhoondhane ki koshis bhi ki hogee tumne;
Jawab na paakar,
Aankhon ke saamne ek shunya sa ban gaya hoga.

Darasal bebas aur lachhar ho gaye ho tum;
Jindagi par bojh ban gaye ho tum.
Kuchh khaas tha tumhare bhavishya mein,
Kuch alag tha tumhare haath ke lakeeron mein;
Banayaa gaya tha tumhen ek doosre maqsad se,
Taiyyar kar rahi thi waqt tumhein kisi doosre nimitta,
Kas rahi thi jindagi tumhein har kasauti par;
Shadyantra kar rahi thi prakriti tumhare paksha mein.
Bhavishya mein umeed ki ek kiran the tum.

Lekin shayad manjhdhar mein hi kho diya tumne us chahat ko;
Aur bare dauron ko jeetne ka wo dhairya,
Ghum ho gaya tumhara wo junoon wo pagalpan;
Aur wo jajba kuchh alag kar dikhane ka.
Bas kuchh aur intehanon ka sawaal hai,
Ek ujjawal bhavishya tumhare naam hai.
Janata hoon ki raah mein kuchh sapne toot gaye,
Kuchh khwahishen bane aur bankar wahin mit gaye.
Lekin unki jagah bhi to wahin thin,
Saath unhein jo tum laate;
Aage fir kabhi nahin badh paate.

Ab aur kuchh der na kar,
Waqt ke saath lukka chhippi ka khel mat kar.
Bas kuchh kadam aur aage chalna hai;
Peechhe ki har haari baaji ko ek hi baar mein jeet jana hai.
Daur mein aur bhi hain log khare,
Kahin aisa na ho ki rah jao tum dhare ke dhare.
Jo samajh na paya ab bhi is baat ko,
Phir bhoola na payega kabhi is raat ko.

Intezaar kar raha hai waqt tumhen gale lagane ko;
Ek ujjawal bhavishya hai aage tumhen chumne ko,
Jarorat hai to prakriti ke us rahasya ko samajhne ki;
Aur fir us raah par nirbhaya hokar nikal parne ki,
Tab tak jab tak mil na jaye wo nimitta;
Jiske liye racha tha prakriti ne ye shadayantra,
Utho aage badho aur bas badhte chalo;
Tab tak jab tak mil na jaye wo nimitta.

Racanakar
Mihir Kumar,"Kavi"

Qotes From My Pen

"I love you.I love the child within you but at the sametime i hate you.I hate that child within you which is postgraduating at such a tender age to the degree of a priveleged showoff identity.I hate the same child within me too".

"Destiny is a kind of pseudoforce.Yes, it is this Pseudo Force which regulates one's life either implicitly or explicitly.It is this which acts unawres in one's nativity.It is infact a teacher which is often misinterpreted.It is an egocide which aims in keeping a man down to earth".

"This Life is a very topsy-turvy affair;Each chapter having its own share. You grow,mature and retire living each day,And inspite learn not actually to live even for a day.Each day you do die several deaths ,Yet you never know how to die.Ridiculous,isn't it??"

"No love can give a satisfaction better than loving yourself.Just fall mad in love with yourself and soon you will notice that the world moves the way you do.Do do that."

"There's no harm in rejoicing something that u don't deserve but when u get that you must strive to do justice with the same."

"Several relations die not because of confusion but because of expectations.I mean too much expectations..."

"There are certain puzzles which no mathematicians can solve.These are later solved by time,which is mightier than every Newton and Einstein.The point is not to say die but to put that on hold and try others.Trust me that helps..."

"Often you get too much from this life to serve your appetite.Better take a break and spend sometime in complete solitude and total resignation to fate.It helps you ease off.Yes it works..."

"I believe that every being has something unique within.For some reason he/she might not understand that hidden self.The need is to explore that part of the person concerned.Once that is done,the person is simply on top of the world..."

"Friendship is a peculiar boon of heaven.To turn friends is tough.To survive friendship is tougher even pray therefore forever yours may remain.."

"Saturation is a lame excuse.It's an ultimatum of death..."

"Growth is all about how xjactly do you keep that innocent mewling kid within you and that grown-up self in equilibrium...."

"Often some decisions look like a big nonsense but with time that becomes a landmark.Learn 2 understand ur priorities 1st & then society..."

"For some strange reasons i find myself more a man when alone than when in group..."

"The biggest irony of my life is this that what people infer about me is always contrast to what i actually am.I wanted to change that.."

"I always wish to grow but never at the cost of my self respect.I am sorry,i can't do that.."

Composed by
Mihir Jha,"The Visionary"

A Touching Dialogue

Kabhi kabhi mere dil main khayal aata hain

Ki zindagi teri zulfon ki narm chhaon main guzarne pati

To sadab ho bhi sakti thi

Yeh ranjho gham ki siyahi jo dil pe chhayi hain

Teri nazar ki suahon main kho bhi sakti thi

Magar yeh ho na saka,

Magar yeh ho na saka aur ab ye aalam hain

Ki tu nahin, tera gham, teri joostjoo bhi nahin

Guzar rahi hain kuchh iss tarah zindagi jaise,

isse kisi ke sahare ki aarzoo bhi nahin

Na koi raah, na manzil, na roshni ka suragh

Bhatak rahin hai andheron main zindagi meri

Inhi andheron main reh jaonga kabhi kho kar

Main janta hoo meri hum-nafas, magar

kabhi mere dil main khayal aata hai!!


Copied From the movie "Kabhi Kabhi"
Courtesy
Mihir Jha

A Birthday Wish From My Pen

Moments Come,Moments Go;
But there are certain moments which stop still,
And ask you," is it yours??"
Your birthday is one such occassion,
When you need to take life sincerely;
And not seriously.
So spare not even a single moment;
Just live it upto the perfection
with utmost satisfaction
Dear **********,
"May your live be filled with joy
And every bit of it may you enjoy
Wishing You a Bright and Prosperous Future".

Yours
Mihir
(Written on 27th aug but posted today as i couldn't get time.)

A DREAM TESTIMONY

I am pissed of to wite this post.Yet i shall write.Reason??Its because i owed to write this in his orkut profile but since he has left, i have no other option but to put it here on my favvy blog.I had written one after a lot of effort but he deleted his profile during infy drive thus making the task even more herculian to me.I'd been trying to write it since last one year but invain.Reason?? I can't pen down.Sorry!!I am weak.....damn weak and totally helpless.

Speaking something about this lad is a privilege.Born of a gold medalist father,he was an inborn genius and a topper ever since his school days.He was an ideal in St. Karen's School.Such was the power of his memories that inspite of his slow writing speed, he never asked teachers to repeat the text during dictations just because his brain had everything scanned verbettum from all his textbooks.His career dipped on a few occassions(i must say i was a big reason behind that....lol).but then he bounced back and ended up as a topper in his deptt. during his engineering days.No sooner was the sem over that the juniors used to rush in to take his notes as he made them with such perfection that if printed it could serve the purpose of the most sought after soln of the book.He had an unquenchable thirst for success and a never say die attitude(hehe......i had put these lines in his resume and he repeated ditto in PI room when asked about himself, iwas always lucky to him....lol)which made him an extremely hard nut to grind.No sooner had he made it to infy,he started with IMS study material for CAT;simply unstoppable,one goal fter another and the list.....


If by now you have made an impression that he knew nothing else than books, i am sorry.You are mistaken.If you wanna know how generous and outspoken he was,just go to the Boring Road locality where he lived and ask 5 persons,i am sure at least 4 of them would definitely take you straightway his home.Yes there was hardly anyone of his age in his locality who didn't keep this lad in his good books.He had one of the biggest friend circles in Patna.Since his circles included more juniors and seniors too,i often used to call him,"Liliputian Ka Sultan.......lol".There were occassions when i used to pull his legs saying,"The Prince of Boring Road tends to be the king of India...and bla bla.....",taking his vast popularity into consideration.If you actually wanna know about his personality,better ask a gal of his acquintance.Yes ever since his school days till last,no two gals remained comfortable with each other both of whom studied with him under the same roof.He used to get slam books from them whose last pages read as,"My Dream Lover:Vishal Shankar"..... Ya thats a fact.In one sentence,"He was an irresistible magnet and others around him were mere iron filings."

Expalining how juxtaposed we were to each other is to me a job tougher than the toughest ever done.The journey which started as a deal(hehe...ya he came to me with a kinda deal......lol)in the beginning finally set an example and redefined friendship.In long run of our togetherness,there were occassions when others used to feed our ears against each other but instead of barking on them,we could add a few more words to support them and later on both of us could sit together and would burst into peals of laughter discussing these feedbacks and pulling each others legs..... awesome, unforgettable,lifetime-best-days.If i take a flashback, i come to realise it was he who could help me smile,who could wipe out my tears,who could always stand by me,who could always guide me,who could never let me go alone,who knew my strengths,who knew my weaknesses,who knew my real potential,who could bet on me blindly,who could bark on me for me,who could gimme a shoulder to rest,who could go to any extent to listen to my nonsense thoughts and deep never-to-be hushed up secrets and could come out with a practical solution,in short he know me in my entirety.Had he been alive right now,he would have said,"What he said rt now is true but mihir reciprocated more than what i did".But our friendship was not a constraint of who did how much.It was unconditional.Just a look at each other's face used to help us ease off by 50%,if not more.Both of us acknowledge that.

It won't be fair if i thank him for anything but here i must confess which i could never do when he was with me,neither in personal nor in public.Hey Vishal,"You know what,if at all i am alive today with my feet firm on the ground and heads held high,i must admit that you had been the biggest support to me for that.Yes the biggest.I know you won't accept it but i tell you,your life would have hardly been affected had i not come with you but i won't have been the same that i am today without you.......and i mean it.Anywz i can't write athing more now.Bahut likha sala.Won't say any sorry,won't say any thanx but yeah will definitely say that i lived up with every promise that i made but u left me helpless in the midst like a fraud and i won't forgive you for that at any cost.That was unfair.You didn't have such rights.I never bestowed such rights to you.Did I??No....its tough for me to spend the rest of live without you.Chal Bye."

YOURS & NLY YOURS
MIHIR.

An Unsung Hero

Shwetank,the son of an IPS officer from Patna scored 0 out of 10 in Std.I in a single digit multiplication table and his mother left no scope in alleging the officer husband to be responsible for the duck.The father,unlike others opted not for any lame excuse and asked a simple question to the lad,"What is the biggest number in the world?? " Shwetank paused for a moment and said that there was no no. in the world as such as any no. could be incremented by 1.Then and there the officer discovered a teacher within him and the boy discovered the concept of infinity.He tutored both his issues-Richa and Shwetank and years later they cracked the most prestigious IIT-JEE.You might be wondering as to why did i go to write such an issue as many of you might have been tutored by your parents and would have finally got through some institutes of national or international repute.Hang on!!!!This officer unlike you all didn't stop here only and decided to carry on the teaching skills that he developed to help several young and budding talents in the state for whom FIIT-JEE, BANSAL, VIDYAMANDIR,PIE etc were a distant dream.

Yes,Abhayanand,a 1977 batch IPS topper and presently posted as Additional Director General of Police in BMP decided to let the teacher within him go public inspite of being cushioned to an elite post not for the lust of money but with a vision.He came in touch with Anand Kr,the great Mathematics wizard who couldn't pursue his studies in Cambridge University due to his own poverty started his own tutorial to train students for IIT-JEE which also helped him serve his livelihood.Their collaboration marked the beginning of a new journey and both decided to select a group of 30 students based purely on merit and trained them under personal guidance with all facilities ranging from toothpaste to books free of cost.The bunch of these elite students was named as "Super 30".This concept, tested in2003 produced 18 IITians.These numbers increased to 22 in 2004,26 in 2005,28 in 2006 and the magic figure of 30 was achieved in this year.Today he stands taller than any other officer of his batch.He was a nominee for the CNN-IBN Indian of the year award.He is an "Unsung Hero".He has his own concepts of teaching profession.He says,"We need to activate the students brain and develop lateral thinking capabilities.A teacher never gives the right answer,he keeps asking right questions.Raw knowledge doesn't matter,processed knowledge does.When interviewed he once said,I don't charge tuition fees from students but yeah,I do take Gurudakshina.Dear students,if ever you wish to reciprocate me,do it for the society exactly the way you received from it".What great thoughts!!!!Isn't it??

The nation today has lacs of teachers and professors but then how many of them do it with a vision to make life and career of a child.Isn't it that 99% of them do it because it is their profession.The need of the hour today is to do the same with a vision and not with a profession.I think that 10,000 such Abhayands are just enough to achieve the magic figure of 100% literacy in a country as great as that of ours.Hey,can you do it for the society without charging a rupee or even if you charge can you do it with a vision??Can you do it for the rich and the poor alike??Can you do it because your institution is not a grocery shop and your students aren't consumers but because your institution is a temple where you are the god and all your students are your true devotees.Peep deep within yourself.Once you do that in your profession and develop that vision,you will build a new India.That will be a literate India.That will be a Developed India.There it is where Happiness and Comfort will find its real meaning and definition.Do do that as this Unsung Hero,Abhayanand did.

Composed by
Mihirjha,"A True Visionary"

Creativity:The Panacea of Loneliness.

Loneliness is a curse.Its like a rictus which makes you hollow from within if it goes unawares.It's like a creeper which gets an to you and sucks everything juicy that you have.you opt to switch off your lights and sit thinking something and cursing someone for on reason or the other.If it persists long,it infects your smile.The very attitude of the victim becomes negative. Distraction, confusion, irritation, temper, tension, hopelessness,fear,hatred and a sense of uselessness prevails.You loose your self-confidence.Even molehills begin to appear as mountains.The horizon seems darker than ever.Often the very purpose of life seems lost.People hardly find a reason to live in.These circumstances fork to death and soon the very existence of the being is lost.It is an epidemic.It is a fatal as such that even the human beings,the best of all species on earth often opt to say die.

A thorough diagnosis of the endemic says that it's not loneliness which makes one weak rather its the weak who let loneliness take a toll on itself.This weakness comes due to deficiency of knowledge.With knowledge,i don't mean Einstein's theories rather i mean wisdom.I mean that which makes you capable of distinguishing between the good and the bad,love and hatred,life and death,victory and defeat and several other such sensitive issues.Knowledge breeds creativity.Creativity is the panacea of this loneliness.It leads to love.Love yearns a desire for improvement.This in turn develops into passion.This passion gives you areason to live.You hardly find time to care for who thinks about you and who doesn't.You are wrapped in your own thoughts,draped in your own vision.You are now an optimist.In fact you are now the master of your own destiny.You indulge yourself in several small big and small things.You reamin busy round the clock and smile lurks of your face.

Then comes a stage when you smile even if you are all alone,in complete solitude.Reason??It's because you have wisdom.You are now creative.You know how to unwind urself in spare time.You peep deep within yourself,analyse and look for everything possible both as an individual and also as a professional.You often sit to do things which interests you,e.g-painting,writing,dancing,singing,watching movies,blogging,gardening or anything of your choice.The same loneliness is now a blessing in disguise.You begin to look beauty in thousand forms.The point is to gain wisdom and truth.That which makes you creative.Just fall in love;love with yourself and everything.you can get rid. This way you can get rid of this fatal disease and live a live worth several incarnations.Thus be creative.Thats the panacea of the epidemic.

Composed by
Mihirjha,In Complete Solitude.

Let's Teach India

Hey,what your plans this weekend??Shall you join us on our trip to Aqua-tika and Zoo or have you already kept them reserved to go on date with your partner??Hey,temme if you are planning for a movie in Inox or else come and join us in the celebrity show that we have planned.Though even staying back at home and sleeping as much as possible is also not a bad idea either.What do you sya man??These are some of the most coomonly asked questions these days by those who wish to live very moment of the life these at the cost of the hard earned money.having worked hard in a pressure cooker situation,people have no doubt,every right to take some time off their busy routine and ease off on the weekends.There's no point questioning the way they spend their money and holidys that they they have to their glory.But then the question is that in a country like India where Illiteracy,Povert and Unemployment stand tall enough to eclipse the lavish lifestyle of a handful of elite working class,do we have the rights to spend those weekends and spare time snoring on cushions or boozing in Parties the way we do??

No i don't intend to question your lifestyle.I just can't do that as long as you don't accept yourself to be the 1 billion.I beg your pardon if i do so but then I acn appeal on humanitarian grounds to at least to think over these spare times with a differrent viewpoint.I mean the perception.Yes, easing off is but your right but what if you find some productive ways of retiring.The "Teach India"initiative by the TOINS people is one such step which aims at teaching poor and needy at least 2-hrs a week in collaboration with several NGOs.Reports say that the move has found a huge response in all the four metros.The need is to experiment these new measures and check out the differrences.Experiences from those in the Teach India initiative say that although it takes a lot of effort of them to teach those poor and sassy children but at the end of the day it takes them to a unique satisfaction level which is unparallelled.Thoughts and initiatives like this bring in a transition in the society.Such transitions are the needs of the society today.How long shall we remain self-centered??Who will raise the masses in our society if we don't??Why can't we think something above threshold and differrent than others than what our aristocratic ancestors did??How long shall we overlook our responsibilities as a human being??Whats the use of getting all the comfort,name and fame if others around us strive even for their existence??I find the aged ones ie those senior citizens spending hours sitting idle lighting incensed sticks with athought that they deserve all those after retirement.What is the point sitting on a samadhi and waiting for death toknock at your door??It is the productivity which makes life a life.Isn't it ridiculous to think that at any stage of your life that you have done enough and have very right to spend time sitting idle unless you are no more than a potato-couch.Isn't it irony that the so called best species on the planet,Human beings think that they have saturated and cant work anymore??Saturation is a lame excuse.It's an ultimatum of death.

Let's change the mindset.Let's learn those basics.Let's change the attitude.Lets not repeat the mistakes of our self-centered ancestors.Let allof us irrespective of our reserves join hands together and make this a better place to live in.Trust me this is the kind of religion that India of today needs to practice..It is this and only this path which give you the bliss of highest kind.Nothing can match the ecstatic pleasure that a lifestyle based on these principles shall give.Let's Teach India.
Mihirjha,"The Teacher"

My Eternal Love

Gimme a day of your life;

Just one day once bfore I die.

I wanna You straddle back on my bike;

And take You on a long drive in the carefree sky,

To the roads we never walked alone,

To the school grounds we played hide-n-seek,

To the parks where You learnt flying kites from Me,

To the conduits where we rejoiced sailing paper boats,

To the roofs we enjoyed dancing in the rains,

To the hill-tops where we played with flakes of snow,

To the meanders we went for strolls,hand in hand,

To the rock gardens where we both etched our names,

And to every ephemeral joys down the memory lane,

Yeah,I know my fate;yet wanna give it a try,

Just once before I bid a final good-bye.

Gimme a day of Your life;

Just one day once before I die.

I wanna take You my home;

And serve with butterscotch and luscious juice.

I wanna rub my wet hands on those stickers;

To emboss once again the funny tatoos on ur palms.

I wanna You bathe once again with sandal & yoghurt;

I bought it for Your pallor face and fugacious hair.

I wanna You stand sometimes in front of the mirror;

And flush with joy and blush with shy.

Treacherous lady!,I just wanna you realise;

That transient are the vanities of Your sublime beauty,

And my love for You is the only thing eternal.

Yeah,I know my fate;yet wanna give it a try;

Just once before I bid you a final good-bye.

Gimme a day of Your life;

Just one day once before I die.

I wanna you go through

All those texts written in solitude in my diary,

And behold those greetings cards and bouquets;

That I bought on each of Your anniversaries.

And wear those suits and sarees

On which I spent years doing embroidery

I wanna you share a drink with me,

And wanna gaze you till I touch Your soul,

And propose you with subtle voice and wet eyes,

And decieve myself with the possession of a dream bride,

Yeah I know my fate;yet wanna give it a try,

Just once before i bid You a final good-bye.

Composed By: Mihir,"The Crazy Lover"

The Three I adore

1.Amitabh:MilleniumStar
Not beacuse he ruled on the Indian Film Industry consecutively for two decades once he made his debut and had to his glory almost every super-hits of 70's and 80's and also not because of the perfection with which he played roles from ngry Young man to the Drunkard,a playboy to a Don but because all these came after a series of flops since his first film till he reached the pinnacle of stardom in1973 with Zanjeer.Not because he is the sought after star till date ever since he made his comeback in 2000 and was the first Bollywood actor to get the Wax Status at Madame Tussads and not because he was the star of the millenium and he took the indian telivision with a storm with his KBC but because it all came at a time when his ABCL had totally collapse and was declared a failed company by Indian Industries Board and he was at the verge of bankruptacy.Today he is one of the higest tax payers in the Indian Film Industry.Today,every moment of his life is productive even at the age of late 60's.I want to be as cool,as patient,as creative and as productive as him.
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